I hate being a grown-up

Finances are tight while we sort through the waiting for a regular paycheck phase of getting back to work, so Steve suggested I cash in my savings bonds.

It's the sensible thing to do. They've matured, but not the full 30-years. We'd get out of this little bit of debt and be in good shape for the next paycheck.

But...

I don't wanna! The money's supposed to be spent on something "fun", like a vacation or something. Instead, since I'm a grown up now and I like to eat, it's going to bills. Groceries. Gas.

I'm irrationally upset by this.